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Damiana* (Turnera diffusa) is a low-growing plant with yellow flowers and fragrant leaves. It’s native to the subtropical climates of southern Texas, Mexico, Central and South America, and the Caribbean. Its use as an herbal remedy predates written history.

By the time the Spanish crossed the Atlantic, indigenous cultures had been using damiana for centuries as an aphrodisiac as well as a remedy for anxiety, depression, digestive problems, bladder health, and m3nstrual irregularities. I've introduced damiana into my home practice in a variety of ways: tea, herbal smoking blends, tinctures, and my recent favorite: cordials.

I've been working on building sensuality into all my most mundane moments, and damiana helps me feel grounded, embodied, and in touch with my erotic energy. I love cordials because they are such a labor of love—you have to let the herbs steep for a whole month before you can add any of the finishing touches. It builds tension and anticipation, as all the best things do.

This is my take on an old recipe of unknown origin—I've put a few twists on it to suit my preferences. You can find damiana at your local herb shop or apothecary, as well as online shops such as Mountain Rose Herbs—and if you live in San Francisco, Rainbow Grocery has a big bulk herb section too!

DAMIANA CORDIAL

{ Ingredients }
- 1 cup damiana leaves
- 1 tsp cinnamon chips
- 1 tsp licorice root
- 2 cups brandy
- 1 1/2 cups filtered or spring water
- 1 cup honey
- 1/4 cup rose water
- Vanilla extract

{ Instructions }
- In a large jar, soak damiana leaves in brandy for 5 days
- After 5 days, strain and reserve the liquid in a bottle. Soak the alcohol-drenched leaves in the spring water for 3 days.
- Strain again, reserving the water. Compost the damiana leaves.
- In a saucepan over low heat, gently warm the water extract and dissolve the honey into it, stirring constantly and making sure not to let it burn.
- Remove from heat as soon as the honey is dissolved. Add the reserved alcohol liquid and the rose water. Add a small splash of vanilla. Mix well.
- Pour into a clean jar or bottle and let the concoction sit for 1 month or longer to allow the flavor to mellow and the bitterness to smooth out. Store in a cool, dark place.

You can add a couple tablespoons of this cordial to sparkling water, champagne, orange juice, lemonade, or just sip it on its own in a small glass like I usually do!

*DISCLAIMER: While damiana is considered safe for most people to take in normal doses, it should be avoided by little ones, people with diabetes, and people who are pr3gnant or br3astfeeding.

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In some ancient spiritualities (particularly ancient Egyptian tradition), the scarab beetle represented rebirth, resurrection, and new beginnings. The creature was associated with the divine manifestation of the early morning sun, Khepri, whose name was written with the scarab hieroglyph and who was believed to roll the disk of the morning sun over the eastern horizon at daybreak. People wore scarab amulets for good luck and protection, and the bodies of the dead were adorned with scarabs to ensure that they could travel safely to the afterlife and move on to the next world. While I'm admittedly not incredibly well-versed on this topic, it was foundational to the development of Western esotericism in many ways, which is where I find most of my fascination lies.

If you've gotten close enough, you may have noticed the beetle tattoo nestled between my shoulder blades (and often veiled by lots of long curls). This was my first tattoo, as soon as I was old enough to do so and right after I had moved up to the Pacific Northwest to study design. But at the time, my interest in those things hadn't really peaked yet—the ink was inspired by my interest in bugs and insects and I really had no idea that there was another meaning behind it.

I've found that many of my tattoos have come to me in this way, initially on a whim or through aesthetic appreciations—their true meaning only appearing to me later through a serendipitous interaction or something I just so happen to stumble upon down the line. It's like my subconscious connects with these things far before my thinking mind does!

I find humor in this, and beauty, too. Tattoos are often seen as static, permanent fixtures on someone's being. Personally, I find them to be just the opposite: living art that is dynamic, shifting in all the same weird and wonderful ways that we do.

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dessert 🍯

strange bird 🦅

lust of spirit

The sunlight claps the earth, and the moonbeams kiss the sea: what are all these kissings worth, if thou kiss not me?

Esoteric philosophy teaches that the physical form, the body, of the individual is made new at birth; but the soul is ancient, the stuff of stars ⭐️

morning light