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I am struggling to love this body. A year after surgery and nothing too miraculous has happened. I took these before my trip to Europe where I managed to lose a lot of the bloating around my stomach. I have decided to do a cleanse though since I am just not happy with how I look. Valuing myself through how my body looks is definitely trauma related from all my years of modeling.

These were shot on my Diana and I am afraid these might be the last as my trigger is having issues and constantly has so I may have to give it up. Sad.

One of my dearest friends in Zurich moved to a new apartment and I was so happy to see how the natural light flowed through the windows. I had my period so I knew I had limited time to capture anything before I became too ill to do anything. Oddly enough I always get my period in Zurich. It's kind of a joke. I think my body just knows I am safe with my friend Claudine. My color photos didn't come out as I was having trouble with my Olympus camera and the film was exposed but I'm happy enough with these especially because at the time I wasn't feeling well. Shot on 35mm.

Purple body parts dancing in the dark.

Grain is beautiful. I love shaping moments in the shadows just to have one search with their eyes.

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Arouse my senses. Everything hurts.

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"I’d like to find my muse.

Are you there?"

The story of creativity.

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Hello again

The thing is

I really didn’t know who I was anymore until I visited Europe in May. I’ve been digesting so much information about myself. Since covid I was living in an inbetween place. It wasn’t till my trip to Europe that I started to purge so much shit, even shedding pounds. I swear no one tells women that they are going to have to live with their periods causing so much pain and discomfort. I’d forgotten what my face looked like till one night in Amsterdam I caught myself in the mirror and thought ‘That’s you”. I had to put my boundaries to good use on my travels and damn am I proud of myself. I did most things with the purpose and drive of loving myself. I granted myself patience. I honestly didn’t tell many people I was visiting because I wanted to see what moved me. Yet astoundingly enough I was blessed with so much love everywhere I went. If not love from others I found it in the evenings in Paris while I sat with the locals at sunset.

Since I returned home I have been purging spiritually. Getting rid of things with bad memories. Moving furniture around, making sure my space works for me so that I can get back to creating and living at 100%. There are so many things I want to do now that a year after surgery I feel stronger; especially creative. I forgive myself for things I thought were my fault, for not always making the right decisions. I want to make the right decisions now. Voila so many things to still process but I wanted you to know I know how horrible I have been with OF. So I have posts till the end of the month coming your way. I also can’t wait to start providing more video pieces and stories.

These were from this spring. I wish I could turn most of this roll into a gif where I go through the creative process feeling so down. I end up smoking a joint at the end.
Trying fine art but still not sure what I am doing with my body.

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Happy Belated Valentine's Day! Here is a 5 minute pose from my Valentine's Day session to draw from!

What should I do? 🧐

A short preview from one of my Mare Antionette sessions. I love playing dress up if you haven't noticed! I'll be sending some nude poses from this session in messages this week.

I have some questions or thoughts. On my patreon I charge $10 a month to see videos I have made outside of my zoom recordings so this includes basically hundreds of videos from my sessions. I also have nude poses I have recorded on their own that are one offs from a session that I charge more for. I was thinking I could raise my monthly price to $9.99 to include these recordings. Or should I keep the price the same and put these videos in messages to purchase at your desire?