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as a thank you for reading all my wordy posts & being a part of my lil world; have a titty on a train

🎉🎂🩷 had a lovely birthdayyyy, thank you all for the wishes & luvin 😇 had a pretty lowkey day (bc i have travel plans in the works w some friends later this month to celebrate); ate acid, watched the barbie movie (so much fluid came out of my eyes you guys have NO CLUE), hung outside a ton, played zelda, ate way too much cake, made a fort in my living room / very mature things! fuck growing up! 🤪 THANK YOU AGAIN IF YOU SENT ME DOLLARS AS A GIFT, THAT IS TRULY THE BEST MOST THOUGHTFUL SHIT EVER, I CAN'T EMPHASIZE IT ENOUGH! 🩵 birthday show/party commences on August 5th! time TBA! ✨

ICYMI;💧 NEW VIDEO!! 💧 oily ass worship + dirty talking 🍑 my booty is its own Power. compelled to film a vid in which both you (& i) worship it. i drip & rub oil on it, spank it, shake it, vibrate my cute hole, all the while i'm talking to you; down there on your knees ✨ this badass new vid is $15 ✨

1. i've clocked in at 200+ hours on the new zelda game, hbu
2. this morning ^.^
3. filmed a new GFE video....twice. cus the first one i didn't like. second one is way better! detailz coming soon!
4. kitties are happy pt. II
5. whenever i move, i only bring w me what i can carry, so i had to get a new yoga mat. i've been livin on it!
6. loki helping ~~~
7. TOLD YOU THE SKY IS INCREDIBLE ☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️

1. got new glasses since i took this. turns out the pollution here + staring at screens has given me dry eye disease! soooo, way less contact lenses & way more glasses. i'll show you my new framez LATER
2. i moved (again) & now i live in the middle of a ton of rice fields but still 5mins from bustling city life so i am THRIVIN
3. kitties are happy too
4. i have insane 360 degree views, from my rooftop + windows
5. mile high nude for ya!
6. got to watch my friends get married via twitch stream, & while it was dusk for them, it was dawn for me, so i went out & snagged some photos of the sky(+ me) so they could see what it looked like while they were gettin hitched ^.^

🩷 in case you missed it; check your DMs for a heavy-booty-heavy vid from meeee 🩷 also i am currently planning my bday show(!!!) so expect another DM with details! tbh i will probably host 2 diff shows bc 1) i can 2) i have to get on a flight crazy early the next day which is rly fucking up my cam sched & 3) my birthday lasts the whole month of august don'tcha knowww!! ✨

to my hot wild fans & people who care about me --- i am so tiredddd of the internal fight. aren’t you?! i just wanna talk about stuff! sorry i've been AFK! ty for being patient~

over the past year-ish, i’ve joked a lot about not wanting to be perceived, heard, seen, etc. we know that self-deprecating jokes stem from a deeper issue. a while ago, i saw a friend post some listicle thing about “the fear of being seen” & listed 10 or so (destructive) prominent ways it presents itself (i nailed like 8 or 9). it was funny reading about this, bc i’m consistently getting compliments & kind messages from y’all + my snap friends + chatroom regs about how they(you) appreciate how authentically i present myself, how brave i am for choosing this work, how vulnerable i am & how i share my life. it was a weird realization - people are appreciating & even benefitting from my vulnerability; at the same time, i am quietly finding ways to keep to myself, make myself smaller. take less photos & stop posting in real time. change my avatar to a fictional character. talk less & think more. basically *never* self-promote & only do it on, like, one (failing) app.

i stopped liking this version of myself the second i recognized it, bc it’s not the version i even identify with. how is being a not-myself version of myself.. authentic?! i never sought out being authentic before.. i just *can’t not* be myself (like, to a fault). but i had to grieve many traumas & losses during 2021/2022, deaths or otherwise. so i started identifying more with this grieving version of myself, & then became it. over time i learned soo much about what is physically & mentally happening when we experience trauma (& what it even is!), but i still hadn’t alchemized my pain.

life also decided to be hilarious & throw several not-so-great health diagnoses my way. for instance - & i’m gonna stop being secretive rn - i have a pretty severe case of eczema that likes to hang out mostly on my legs. i know that logically, it doesn’t actually affect my attractiveness or the quality of my content. but this was starting to really really hurt my self-esteem. especially as a person whose job requires them to be good-looking & FEEL good-looking, this has been honestly v difficult to deal with. i was trying to hide it while the stress of having it was making it worse. i was strictly wearing stockings for work & trying handfuls of treatments that were only-kind-of working. i eventually found some things that work, but to be honest, every day is a battle w this shit lol. & half the reason it exists is bc of my environment, & there’s only **so much** i can do about that. i literally moved so i could get away from some of these factors, but like i said - shit’s rough on the daily!

so anyway, over the past whatever number of months, i have deeply focused on my “healing process.” not posting as often became the result of prioritizing my mental health, not letting my mental health run the show. (i’ll talk more in depth about this stuff later w you guys, but EMDR, trauma release exercises & somatic healing are what it’s all ABOUT, man). i’ve also made becoming physically healthier an Extreme Priority too; tbh it’s kind of hard to prioritize mental health over physical & vice versa, bc they really do go hand-in-hand. long story short, i been Working on Myself Big-Time!
i feel simultaneously in the cocoon phase & the butterfly stage. we can be multiple things at the same time. i can feel anger & also forgive. i can grieve without succumbing to grief. & i can certainly acknowledge wanting to hide myself away without actually doing it. purposefully dimming my own light...??? BOGUS.

anyway lots of words later;
i have plans to launch my discord & IG within the next few weeks, so keep your eyeballs peeled! i wanna curate a more personal space for my regs/fans & basically anyone that wants to be part of it ♡ i have felt intuitively called (almost to an annoying extent; like my heart won’t stfu about it lol) to share lotssss about what i’ve learned & discovered, what i’ve tried & practiced, all the things that have helped shape me into this actively healing version of myself that i am right now (how many times did i say “myself” during this post, my god). healing is a present-tense verb. there will always be something to ‘heal from.’ i whole-heartedly believe i can help people on their ~journey~ & also be a source of light. this platform is just one of many on which this is possible. so srsly pls make sure you pay attention to my IG & discord launch ^.^

i appreciate every single one of you that exists in this space with me. i literally would not be doing this job in any capacity if it weren't for the *fans.* this is a hella long post so THANK YOU if you made it this far; already excited to elaborate & blab more about everything. thank you thank youuuu ♡

p.s. my birthday is August 1st!!! ima have a lil party on cam & some special content / deals going on for anyone who can't make it, soooo keep up to date w me on that, too! ^.^

another important update obviously worth mentioning

very irritated that i am not having sex right now

ya girl just moved agaaaain, thank you for being patient with my absence! if ya know ya know, i prefer to be posting consistently, but it’s hard when i’ve been stirring up more-than-bite-sized plans, ideas, & dreams, ones that don't involve SW, & sometimes that means posting takes the back burner. i wanna talk about everything!!! i wanna share it all!! longer post coming later but for now, jus know that my supporters are about to be hella more integrated into my life, so GET EXCITE 🧡

sidebar; i recommend popping over to my twitter (/nomadfucks or clickable link is in bio) to catch a *very* **important** update! DO IT (*palpatine voice) 💛

⚡️⚠️ I HAVE EXCITING NEWS!!! ⚠️⚡️ i am CHANGING MY NAME! *drumroll* ~~~~~ my new name is ♡✨ NOLAN ✨♡ (secondary/"last" name to be revealed next week) 🧡
i wanna give people to adjust to the name change (esp for those who happen to miss my posts, i'll remind you guys every now & then) before i make the changes on all my social medias + fansites, etc.

😊 i am a happy happy dingus to finally make the change that i've been wanting to forever! i just haven't felt any resonance with "emma" in a long time, maybe ever. "zem" was the closest i felt any heart with for a few special reasons, so tbh that's gonna be kinda tough to say goodbye to. but otherwise, i couldn't be more fuckin PUMPED!!!!! it feels SO GOOD to continually shed layers of self that no longer serve me; big part of that being my literal identity. WOOOOOF ♡ i hope y'all are as happy for me as i am ♡😊✨✨✨✨✨

☁️ bc i know some people are gonna ask/have asked: i've loved the name Nolan for as long as i can remember tbh & always felt like that should have been my birth name. i love it so much & just always vibe more w androgynous/gender-fluid names. delighted to be taking this step to feel more like Myself, & that way, i can deliver a better Me to YOU. that's what i'm looking forward to more than anything. ❤️

☁️ SIDEBAR; astonished/delighted by the amount of people who have kindly asked me if i'm changing my pronouns 😭 sorry, i know this is a long post but i just wanna give a shoutout to those people for their thoughtfulness & openness WOW ♡ to answer your question, no changes, i'm still a she/they ♡

⚡️ you have room to still call me emma or em or zem or WHATEVER in the meantime (altho ideally, you would start using it now lol) ~ then NEXT WEEK I AM NOLAN BAYBEEEEEEEE!! ok thanks for reading this mess LOVE YOU BYYEEEEEE!!!

i look perfect

this is as "safe for work" as i get