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apparently if I don't post regularly my account will be deleted... no pressure 🥲

I am alive, just super super busy with dealing with my future.

Send me a DM if you want the results of the operation, I will send it to you as soon as I find the time.

I am documenting my healing process. Would you even be interested in result pictures?

I'm going in today. Tommorow is surgery. I hope everything goes well. I'm so nervous!

it's happening.... on monday i have an online appointment to ask my last questions.. and houff.... on february 20th I'm gonna wake up with my minidick. :O

Update Hysterektomie

I just came home from my check up appointment and EVERYTHING IS BON.
I healed perfectly and I am allowed to do everything again I did before.

Migros & weekly groceries: I'm coming!

I'm in a very weird headspace atm but the get seems to be working. I can feel bottom growth again and I got more facial hair.

that's it for today.

update:

the operation went well and I am recovering like a champion (meaning I just chilled in bed for a week and gamed breath of the wild nonstop)
I was able to draw again yesterday.

I started with the DHT treatment today and I will post some updates about the possible dick growth here as soon as I see any results.

I archived all the porn because I did not feel comfortable with it anymore.
My dysphoria got worse with accepting that I have to change something.
And with the operation on friday I start a new chapter in life. I am looking forward to it, so this is why I did it.

thank you for understanding =)

UPDATE:

I will have my hysterektomie on the 21th of September.
Tommorow morning I will discuss the procedure with the doctor.

Also:
I have an appointment with a doctor because I wanna try DHT treatment.
DHT is metabolized testosterone. When applied directly on the genitals they can grow.
It's also the hormone that makes your beard grow and your hair fall out lol.

A lot of transmascs use DHT blocker in order to prevent hairloss.

Hopefully the doctor will subcribe me the gel. It was the surgon who recommended it. Because the it's important to "change the size" before the operation and I will try EVERYTHING I can to make it bigger.

maybe I will post some update pictures here (but I would blurr the first one so you don't get overwelmed by the picture)

<3

What is this about?
TW: Dysphoria

I am pretty sure that I wanna do a Metoidioplasty.
If you wanna know what it is check out this link:
https://www.healthline.com/health/transgender/metoidioplasty#metoidioplasty-vs-phalloplasty

I have an appointment with an expert on 12th of september.
I am very proud of myself for not putting my dysphoria asside anymore and ignoring my need for change.
Looking at my porn (where I was hardcore in denial) makes me uncomfortable and dysphoric, but I still think it is really good that's why I archived it for you peeps. I am ok with you watching it. It is just not for me.

What made it possible for me to be ✨pretty✨ sure?
I saw a result and it looked soooo good. (send me a DM if you want the link to the studies.. TW: bl00d and operation pictures)
and this sentence in this study: "Nevertheless, erection of the clitoris with its completely preserved sensation was reported by all of them. None of the patients reported problems with arousal, masturbation or orgasm."

And also: I did EVERYTHING I wanted to do with my vulva (do not use this word for my parts. it is only for me to use ok?).
I had a threesome with two dicks, I tried f!st!ng, big toys, small toys, I had sex with a lot of people and I even did a lot of porn.
And I am ready to say goodbye and start a new chapter in my life.
A chapter with balls and a dick.
Because I always wanted a dick and I deserve it. And the one I have deserves to be released and free, haha (poor thing all trapped there..)