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Hi all,

I’m really truly sorry for not posting recently, I’ve been struggling MAJORLY with my mental health due to my workers’ comp case. I’ll write more below, but first; my new vid with @showsomerestraint has dropped, see it on their website or here: https://onlyfans.com/533105018/showsomerestraint

Re my mental health: in January I had to attend an independent medical examination, because, I feel, my case manager didn’t believe my injury is as bad as it is. I left that hour long appointment in tears, and felt terrible for weeks, waiting for the report to come in. During that time I had 2 psychologist appointments, whereby I cried in both as well, I also met with my rehab provider representative, and had a 1.5 hour long phone call with her.

Last week I attended a GP appointment, with the rehab rep there too, whereby we went through the IME’s report; he diagnosed me with MDD (major depressive disorder), with Anxious Distress, and confirmed my ADHD diagnosis. His report also laid out suggestions on how I can heal/begin to move forward, which included upping my anti-anxiety/depression meds (to the max dosage), or trialling new ones, along with a new psychologist (current one is focused purely on return to work/dealing with ADHD), and potentially a new psych (to assist with the depression).

Along with the referrals for the above, my GP thought it a good idea for me to get a bl00d test, & ECG (which I did on Friday), and see a neurologist to get an MRI on my brain (I’ve been having a lot of migraines). I walked outta my appointment with a massive bundle of scripts, referrals, & paperwork, & having to call & make a buttload of, then attend, appointments.

I also, on the encouragement of my rehab rep, & psychologist, bought a cheap laptop & have started typing out the timeline of the injury. Which basically leaves me wiped out, overwhelmed, & bed ridden for a few days.

For those that don’t know, I’ve been on workers comp since Nov 2020, and things have been getting worse, not better. And it’s really starting to take its toll on me, mentally, physically, and emotionally. As such I can’t say when I’ll be able to post again, in fact I’m considering deleting my account, as I don’t want to be letting anyone down.

It’s understandable if you unsubscribe, I won’t hold it against anyone, why pay for something when you get nothing in return? That being said; I still intend to do shoots, either video or photo shoots, with @showsomerestraint about once a month, so please consider subbing to their OF, or their website if you don’t want to stay subbed to me, as that’s their only means of income, and it would greatly benefit everyone involved.

What’s the difference between the two, I hear you wondering…when I do my own stuff, I have to do everything on my own; from choosing the hair, clothes, make up, & theme for want of a better term, to setting up, taking the photo’s, packing up, then decide which pics I wanna post, edit them, watermark them, upload them, reorder them etc. When I’m the…subject (I refuse to use the term model), everything from the idea about what the shoot is gonna be about, through to hair, clothing & make up suggestions, as well as filming, editing, watermarking & uploading is done by someone else. All I gotta do is stand/sit/lay there & look pretty (aha), which is way easier for me in my current capacity (which is zero).

I hope you’re all doing well, and staying safe. As always, I appreciate every single one of you, every like, comment, tip, DM, subscription, it means the world to me. I wish I was able to respond to everybody, but when I can barely make it outta bed most days, it’s just too much for me to be able to do. I hope you can understand, & not hate me or think less of me, I promise I’m not ignoring anyone, I don’t even respond to my mothers’ Facebook messages (she doesn’t call anymore, she knows I can’t pick up), much to her…not annoyance, but…and not frustration either. She’s hurting because I’m hurting & she feels helpless…

Anyways. That’s all from me for now. Just wanted to give you all an update & show my appreciation.

Somehow the undies that are *WAY* to big on me, are the ones that show off the most‽ 🤔

For those who are fans of edging, a new video with yours truly is out on www.showsomerestraint.com, or their only fans 💖💖💖 (shooting Part 2 this week!)

Do you like my new blackmilk bodysuit? Not exactly sure where I could wear it though…🤔🤔🤔

BEHIND THE SCENES!!

Full 13 min video of me getting the damn thing on, or, for those who CBF with watching for that long, I created a shorter, 3 min vid of what I feel are the best bits.

Please note: this is the “real” me - unmedicated, & exhausted (was about 2am in the morning by the time I’d got it on), it’s a bit scary for me posting something like this, but I hope you all enjoy it. Eeep! 🙈💙

*EDIT* Added 4 pics I forgot to upload, my bad!

Happy Holidays to all my Lovelies! Sorry this is a tad late, but I hope you all had an awesome & amazing Xmas time (or whatever it is you celebrate (or don’t!))

Here’s my own mashup of a shoot I did with @showsomerestraint, and he’s kindly given me the 13 minute long behind the scenes vid of me actually getting *into* the latex suit; if anyone is interested in seeing just how much of a professional I really am! (Not)

Most of these pics were candids, as he was setting up his camera/lighting etc etc. and I created the edit of the last one myself to put on my social media’s.

Yes, I’ve tried to keep up with your feedback regarding the poll, I’ll be collating it all & having a think, before I send out some more info.

Thank you all for supporting me during my struggles the past few years, it has been wonderful to know I’ve got people by my side. I hope you all have a fantastic New Year, and kick some goals in 2023! 💙💙💙

Yeah, nah. I was told there was a good surprise 🙄😒 another vid done with @showsomerestraint, available on their onlyfans, &/or website…you know, if you’re into seeing me being tormented 😩

Shot some more stuff with Show Some Restraint, check out their website, or OF profile to purchase! 😇💙

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Something a bit different (& new!!) from me; I was invited to work with @showsomerestraint recently, & this is the result of our first collab. I’m a bit nervous, because it shows a side of me that’s a bit more intimate, but I had so much fun! Vid is available on their OF, & website https://www.showsomerestraint.com/brat-on-the-bondage-stand-vibe/

I will be doing more shoots with them in the future, so don’t forget to sub to their OF page, and of course there you can enjoy other lovely ladies too! 💙💙💙

Sorry for the lack of content everyone; as some of you may know, I’ve been battling mental health issues, I’ve been on workers compensation for over 2 years now, and I don’t see an end in sight. The anxiety & depression, combined with the worst of my ADHD symptoms & co-morbidities, plus PTSD makes it damn near impossible for me to do anything other than work in my yard for 12 hours a day, while listening to music. I have to overstimulate myself everyday just to get through at the moment.

But I’m working on it, still taking my meds everyday like a good girl, still seeing my psychologist as often as she thinks I need, still trying to change my broken brain & mindset. I do have a lot of pics I’ve taken, ready to be edited uploaded, and a buttload more lingerie to shoot in.

I wanna thank you all for continuing to support me, reach out to me, and be there for me if/when I need you. I wouldn’t be here without your love & appreciation, honestly words cannot describe just how much it means to me. 💙💙💙