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Hi everyone, it’s been way too long!

Give me a like or comment to let me know you’re well! 💪

And let me know if you’re not doing so well- mentally, emotionally, physically or spiritually.

I know a lot of guys can feel very uncomfortable in sharing some of the above, particularly in the context of sexual relating.

Contrary to how many men expect they will be received by a woman if they cry or are emotional, personally I find it incredibly endearing. Even more than that is the trust and intimacy that deepens our connection - and if you are after better sex, then trust and intimacy are major players.

From my perspective as a woman, some of the most beautiful and meaningful experiences I’ve had were when a partner was able to open up emotionally and share how they were truly feeling.

Of course, it’s important to feel safe to do so and that means sharing with someone who can hold a safe space for you.
If you don’t have anyone to share that with or want to practice with me, by all means feel free to message me 💛

I hope all is rocking in your world and I’m looking forward to spending a lot more time on this page sharing my experience with tantra and getting to know all of you better.

Big love and lengthy hugs x

I’m not sure what is in the air but I am feeling frrrisky today! 😜 Anyone else? 🤔 Maybe Cupid’s running some new kinda chem trails… 🤫

Also a warm welcome to all the new subscribers!! Feel free to reach out and say hello and I’ll be in touch with you soon x 💛

Big love and kisses in all the best places 😉😘

Just tell me I look like a mermaid, ok? 🧜‍♀️ 😂

For a long time I had found it difficult to post because I just wasn’t sure how to put myself out there and connect genuinely with you all. I felt (and often still do) feel quite awkward because it seems, at least in my own observations, that I might approach arousal and sex a little differently to many creators here. And you know, I do weird shit. But I realize that if I don’t be true to myself and do what genuinely gets me excited and has meaning, then what is the point of it? Does anyone want sex with a star fish? I dunno- maybe SpongeBob, but that’s his business. 🤫😉

Personally, I’d rather you be swimming in my ocean 😜 You might see my starfish time to time, but if you loosen your focus and go with the flow, you may just find yourself totally immersed in my waters and realizing you have a whole new world to explore. You don’t need to worry about doing the “right” things- because there are none- there is no “right” or “wrong.” Your only purpose is to experience. Experience exploring this watery world with ALL of your senses. The more self indulgent and focused on your senses and what feels incredible for you, the more pleasure it brings me. And as I’m touching every part of you, you vibe the pleasure I’m feeling- the pleasure you gifted me ☺️🙏

Porn may look super stimulating on the outside and our fantasies may seduce our minds, but keeping yourself calm enough to notice the softest of sensations can bring waves of pleasure and bliss that may just forever change how you go about sex (and life for that matter). Imagine the mysterious disappearance of anti-climactic, empty orgasms 🤔🥳

As someone who has experienced full body pleasure and orgasms without touch (or even anyone around) as well as having deep and incredible orgasms once penetrated but not needing my partner to move or do a thing except stay connected with me and deeply feeling his own pleasure, I can say that while it may look boring on the outside, if you could feel me then you would know there is something pretty profound happening. My body takes over and so does the pleasure!

The need to “perform” and provide what I hope will be good for my partner, as well as being aware of his hopes for me being happy with his “performance” and desire to orgasm all melts away. When we are both surrendered to the experience and simply aware of the ebbs and flow in ourselves and the other- that is when I go from being “me” in the sense of a conditioned human hoping for the best, to a feeling of being one with the ocean so to speak.

Once I become liquid, my thoughts and emotions, my resistance and tension, my “trying” and desiring dissolves. Like a sugar cube in hot water. Ooh, now I feel like we are making a sex filled cup of tea lol. But back to my point- when I let go of “trying” to make sex good or create a particular experience and I become the experience- it just gets sweeter and sexier! It’s like the sex becomes an entity in it’s own right (well, the union of two bodies in sexual embrace does merge energy fields and so two actually do become one on many levels- and now you have both two individuals AND a merged mass of energy).
When we surrender into us being “One” with the other, the natural intelligence of that combined “self” knows what it needs in a way. It doesn’t need the mind to direct every little part. When you’re deeply in your body and simply noticing and being (and hopefully enjoying) the experience, it becomes effortless. Once the “charge” builds up enough, you can then use your intention (there are things you can do with your body & breath also) to keep kind of “pinging” each other til it’s unbearably ecstatic!

I wonder how many readers have made it to this point- through all the “waffle”. I bet you are the ones that already know how to please a woman in so many ways because you obviously have patience and attention to really hear what she has to say. And if that is the case, you sound like someone I would take the time to get to know more. Anyway, I know I talk too much sometimes, but what can I say? Once you get that iron of yours hot we can make waffles and I love waffles so I will become super excited and the excitement will make me want to talk to you about anything and everything and then eat those waffles and moan in delight. And the whole time you may be wanting anything but conversation or to be slowed down by a meal. You may think I’ve lost interest coz I don’t have my full attention on you. I am interested. And there’s a method to my madness. I know what I need to heighten my experience. And most likely, you need to slow down ;) And if I can take your attention off your burning desire for a moment, I can keep the waffle iron hot enough to keep cooking that waffle but not burn it. Then we can enjoy the product of your work. Well, I guess I will if you’re not hungry- for waffles at least. So now you’re likely getting hangry for your main course. But a request if I may.. please don’t think I’m being self indulgent or selfish and then rush my afterglow. I needed to eat that waffle to sustain me and I need some time to digest it so I can use that energy well and help prepare you an amazing meal that was worth the wait because it will take you to another level and sustain you for quite some time! Even though I’m sure you won’t want to wait too long between banquets.

So there you have it- my ADHD influenced, roundabout way of sharing my love of banquets and waffles, the tease and the slow burn. The confession of my utter devotion to men (and women) who know how to take their time and turn me into a puddle as large as the ocean. And my immense gratitude for whatever this intelligence is that seductively guides us into ecstatic union in an endlessly fascinating orgasmic smorgasbord of experiences on earth and beyond.

Oh and by the way, this wasn’t the revealing of my fantasy I asked you to guess in the last post. Maybe a few clues though.. That will be revealed soon! And if you haven’t put in your guess for the chance to win photo or video content made to match the fantasy, check out the last post.

Stay true to your unique desires. Love x

I took this photo using my MacBook in 2015. Whilst it’s an unremarkable photo in many regards, and the style and what I’m going to say may sound cliche in a cringe worthy way, I do remember feeling so much love pouring out that I wanted to capture and share it somehow.

I’m choosing to share it with you all (and myself) today as a reminder that we are all loved and all worthy of love.

If that doesn’t quite sink in, that’s ok. I don’t want to push love upon you! But I do hope that if you are wanting more love for yourself and in your life, you could read over this again and play around with it. Talk to yourself lovingly every time you see yourself in the mirror. Tell yourself what you would want a lover or a dearly loved one to tell you. Then

LET IT IN.

Give yourself a minute to feel it in all it’s awkwardness and innocence. In loves’ sincere desire to know you, to be heard and deeply felt within your body.

Perhaps it’s easier to think about how much you may wish another to feel the depth of your love. However if I might suggest, imagine that you are that other person and start with yourself. Then you’ll know the incredible vulnerability involved in loving and sharing deeply.
We often think how easy it should be for another to receive our love, but can we even receive our own love? Practice loving yourself and you’ll see how clever our minds are in creating complex stories that prevent us from feeling the fullness of love and how it can be so pure. So pure that we can know it and feel it in every part of us- not as something that someone can give us and take away, but as something another can be a catalyst for in our opening to. It’s so fucking scary to love someone so deeply and experience love in a way that you never have before. Why? Well, as I’m sure you already know, there are many reasons! Like the fear of rejection, loss, not finding something like that again. But to consciously explore love in this deep way is truly a path to personal freedom. If you fear loving and being loved, then I want you to remember something a dear friend told me that helped me immensely. And that was that the love I have experienced is mine. I felt it. I experienced. It flowed from my heart, my being. I enjoyed it with another and it may have been another that enabled the experience, but the experience was mine. Even as I think about it now, knowing that what I just said could sound very airy fairy, it’s actually very physical and real. My body created the hormones that made it a very embodied experience for me. I let it happen. I felt it myself. And if I can feel it once, I can feel it again. My body has memory of it. Not always experiencing love at that intensity feels like a loss sometimes, but I remind myself how awesome it was to have those heights. And to know that love is still here and there are new heights waiting to be experienced. Right now, I am exploring that love and seeking new heights within myself. I have to remind myself about love often however- that I have been loved, I have loved deeply, I am still loved (even if only by myself), and I am designed for loving and being loved. It is hardwired into me. It is hardwired into you. So please believe me when I tell you…

YOU ARE LOVED and YOU ARE WORTHY OF LOVE

I shed a lot of tears this morning thinking about someone who is very dear to me that I no longer have contact with. I thought he would be in my life forever. And while I miss him incredibly, one of my biggest pains from the relationship was knowing and sharing with him just how much I loved him, but it was like he just couldn’t hear/feel/see/sense/believe that love at times. I also now realize it would be naive of me to think that I was 100% receptive to all his loving expressions. So on that note, I want to apologize to him and I also hope that as I heal my hurt, you may too. Whether he ever sees this or not, I say it from my spirit to his in the knowing that on some level he will receive it. If you have someone you have loved/still love and can’t talk to but wish to express something to them in the hope of bringing peace, forgiveness, reconciliation or simply sharing loving sentiment, know that you can always do this by calling on their spirit and talking to them from your heart. You can do this silently, out loud, by writing a letter, singing a song. Whatever works for you. The main things to remember in doing this are that 1) You do it with the intention of healing and beneficence
2) Forgiveness benefits YOU and works to release you from the ties to those painful experiences. It’s ok if you don’t genuinely feel to forgive another- no need to fake it. But maybe ask yourself- Is there any instance where I might need to forgive myself? Or, what is it that I am wanting out of this “conversation” that will help me to move forward? 3) When you have finished, send that person and yourself gratitude for the lessons and love. Then be sure to let go of the conversation and the lines of connection to that person. You can’t ever cut true love but our attachments and connections can keep us bound to the past and so just like you’d hang up the telephone after every call, cutting these cords of connection after interacting with another (whether in person, online or just in your mind) can help you to be more present here and now with yourself and with others.
So to you (him) I say:
I truly am sorry for not always being able to express love in the ways that worked for you and I’m sorry that I couldn’t always receive your love. I’m sorry if I pressured you or expected you to be able to feel my love all the time. I’m sorry for pushing you too much at times- even if my intention was love- I know that true love is patient and compassionate. It isn’t in a hurry and it will always be there. You taught me so much about patience and commitment- even if ultimately those are the areas in which I betrayed you. I’m sorry for the misunderstandings and not being able to let in all the love you had for me. I truly pray that you can feel all the love that you are worthy of and that you can have it reciprocated in the most pure and beautiful of ways. Whether that is through another love, sharing time with your family and friends, or however you express yourself in the world. Please know how grateful I am for EVERYTHING we had and how much you helped me to grow. I will ALWAYS love you and will do my best to remember how much you loved me- even if I thought you had funny ways of going about it! (As would have I!) 🤪 I hope you are smiling, happy, healthy and well. 💜

Hurry up coz this won’t last for long- anyone who knows me knows that I’m very moody! 😜

Current Mood.
Hope you don’t mind me sharing.
If you would like me to share a little more with you then please share a little with me on the next post and we can explore mutual pleasure and appreciation. Love 💗

I WANT YOU to feel comfortable to feel and express ALL of who YOU are. ✨ If your creative juices are flowing 💦, feel free to share your art/photos/music/musings/whatever with me. 🎨 💃 🕺 🎬 🎶 📸 If you’re feeling sexy and never have the confidence or a safe space to share yourself in that state- share that with me. 🍆 🍑 😛 I’d be so honored for you to be able to do that! Or maybe you just need to hear that it’s ok for you to explore whatever you want in the comfort of your own home. 🏡 🛋 That somehow, me being a goofball exploring all kinds of crazy things gives you permission to do what makes you feel good, even if others might think it’s weird. 🤪 Chances are anyway that your desires, fantasies and fascinations are probably not as strange as you believe them to be. It’s endlessly amusing to me how much we, as a society, seem to pride ourselves on our own self domestication, 🐈 🐩 as if the animal within is not incredible and worthy of admiration in and of itself. 🦁🐺Everyone reveres the lion, but many are too afraid to even acknowledge the lion nature within themselves. Or the cheetah, the rabbit, the swan, the flamingo, the snake, the eagle or even… the human! (gasp!) 🐆 🐇🦢🦩🐍 🦅 🤦‍♀️ There’s an incredible intelligence that I believe we only become aware of when we acknowledge and embrace our animal nature. And so while it feels weird for me to post pics of myself (for quite a number of reasons), I do so to challenge myself and challenge you 💪 🏆 to remember the animal that you are. Why? - Because we are animals! 😁 - It helps us ground and remain humble - It gets us out of our head and into our bodies where the REAL PLEASURE is! - It gives us permission to explore many facets of our nature that we may have lost touch with- whether consciously or unconsciously through conditioning, lack of confidence, being shamed in the past or countless other reasons. So to kick you guys off, I’m going to show you some of my very first selfies I started taking as I allowed myself to embrace my awkwardness and get in touch with my body and animal nature. Seeing photos of myself is still very much a practice of letting go of my own judgements and self criticism so that I can enjoy creative expression for what it is. Wow, I just realized how I can over complicate something so simple! Oh well- here’s to complexity AND simplicity. To restriction AND expression. Here’s to you and here’s to me. Here’s to us and loving being free! 🥳🥂🍻 🌈 🌌 👨‍🚀 💛🍆🍑😝

Good evening lovers!

Dropping in quickly to give all our new subscribers a really big, warm welcome hug!
Eh, might as well have a full group hug too while we’re at it! (Don’t freak out if that’s not for you- that’s just me being honest about a fantasy of mine... although in that we would all be naked 🙊😜 )

Also, a big thank you to those who have sent me personal messages with such kind words. I really appreciate you taking the time and for helping to build up this space with your feel good (in more ways than one) vibes. I’ll be getting back to your messages and posting some content that requires your attention soon!
But as for right now, I’m going to get into some good old fashioned self pleasure therapy- just the medicine for a Friday night! 😜 As I’m building up in ecstasy and love, I hope you can all feel me and receive that which you need to help every part of you feel all loved up, sexy as ever, tingling and glowing from the inside out. Then I hope I can feel all that yummy energy radiating off you as we have the snuggliest spoon session and best sleep. Mmmmm...

Ok! Gotta go..... I’m being called!!

Have a magic weekend ya’ll xo

Evening!

Thank you to you all for your patience with me and a special welcome to all new subscribers.

I have received some beautiful messages and encouragement and I want you to know it really does mean a lot to me. 🥰
I really would love to be on here more but due to some health issues I really do need to limit my amount of screen time. So I apologize if I’ve not responded to your messages yet and I ask that you continue to be patient with me and importantly- not take it personally 😌 If you’re interested in exploring intimacy in meaningful ways just remember that it takes time, commitment and a level of vulnerablity. In such a fast paced world where so many demand instant gratification, my tantric approach may seem unusal or boring at first but for the few lovers that have what it takes, we will experience new levels of pleasure and satisfaction to no end.

I know many of you don’t really know me very well but if you would like to genuinely connect, please feel very welcome to introduce yourself and ask any questions or put forward some requests. I would love to get to know you!

Perhaps it is a bit of a mystery as to what this page is all about. But isn’t that what we all crave- a little bit of mystery? Something that entices us to look a little further, seduces us to slow down, stay a little longer. And if that’s not your thing that’s more than ok too. At least you now know that this is more like tantric love making than being sold a cam girl experience you can quickly beat off to. Not to say any experience is better or worse- just different. And who knows, perhaps a little cheeky cam girl action may find its way in here, but you’ll have to get to know me first and understand what makes me feel safe and sexy. Then once you can hold that kind of space for a woman, you’ll be blown away by the kind of experiences you’ll be able to create in real life and the kind of love and pleasure she will want to give you.

Anyway, that’s enough words 🥱 Wherever you are in the world, thanks for sharing this rainy summer night on the lounge with me, enjoying the sounds of the crickets and a light breeze on my skin.

Sending you so much love. May you receive it deeply 💛

This tingling in my pussy....is a desire to connect. Perhaps it is one of the most physical or base levels, but it is about connection all the same. What do you think?